Talk about timing!! Mom's taking me to the parlor! I'm putting my plates on hold for a few hours. :)


[edit]and 30 mins later she cancels.. oh joy.[/edit]


Lately my emotions have been a rollercoaster ride. I miss the days I'd drown myself in my music and just be free. It must be my hormones acting up. I need chocolate. I need love. I need attention. I need to have things done my way. I need to cry. I miss my childhood.. I really do. I wish I was still innocent, not having to worry about my hair on my way to school. I wish I was still that age where you can have all the snacks and not care about how many calories are in each bite. I wish I was back at that age where kai and I would record our voices and pretend we had our own radio station and laugh about it the next day. I wish I could be a child again. I'm not that old. I'm 20. But I'd hate to get any older anytime soon.

I'm a sucker for memories and every time I take a stroll down memory lane, I get all teary-eyed and wish that I could spend some more time in my own history.

School has been draining the life outta me. I'd come home late at night, and leave early the next day. I’ve spent almost all my money since I'm too embarrassed to ask mom for more. And now I've spent more than I should have ever. I'm in a battle with all my requirements that need to be handed in this week and the last week of school.

Gawd, just how great does it feel to say last week of school..

I want to argue.. But I can't. Why do I always put myself in this position?
I always seem to make things harder for myself and I don't know why.


i stole this from cai

What does your t-shirt say? by rejektedrockstar
Name
Age
Fav. Color
Gender	FemaleMaleI dunno...
Ta-Da
Quiz created with MemeGen!

how cute..

now if only i had a webcam..

wanna make money!? i'm starting this business. i know. times are hard now and everyone needs cash.. and load.. leave me a comment if you're interested. :)



my foot fell asleep.


Yesterday when I got home from school, my 7 year old brother tells me that he's been selling his toys. I didn't believe him right away but after he showed me his 'list' of buyers I had to believe him. It went something like this:

Small power rangers sword P20 sold kim
GI JOES set P40 sold JT
PS1 P21 sold denise
Yoyo P10 sold ...

Yep. He sold our PS1 for 21 pesos. Haha! But I told him how much he could really earn from it so he decided to raise his price... to P2,000.00 I know why he's been carefully planning about that. We're migrating and he wants to make sure either none of his toys are left behind, or he's sold them and made money off them. Smart kid, huh?

Dad left for SFO yesterday. The house is a little quiet right now. He's usually watching TV at this time and Ate and I have to sneak in if we come home at this late.. instead we were talking loudly and everything and I just had to miss my dad.

I watched Laws of Attraction with Dino and his sibs just a while ago. It's not a bad movie. It's cute actually. I was just too sleepy to enjoy the whole movie. A must-see-movie is Eternal Sunshine.. Yunno, the one with Jim Carrey. It’s cool, mind-boggling and the editing was great.

I just drank some medicine for my allergies. I rarely do this actually since it makes me really sleepy. Yes my eyes are drooping right now. My hands feel like they're dragging over the keyboard. I wonder If this is the feeling you get when you're high..

I'm just waiting for Dino to come home.. He brought me home.. It's taking forever for him to text he's home..

Falling in line under the heat of the sun wasn't exactly my idea of a perfect start to the day. Mom accompanied me -- okay, forced me -- to get my NBI clearance so the migration papers can start processing again. I brought Harry Potter and the goblet of fire to spare me from boredom while waiting in line. It wasn't as dragging as I expected. Mom kept murmuring how she wanted to organize the lines and fix the tables… *sigh* It's so like mom. *roll eyes*

I finally got my turn to complete the form they handed me and after filling in the usual details, I had to write the reason for the taking the form in the first place...

Mom dictated as I went along and when she said "travel for residence in Canada.." my hand stopped writing. I hesitated for a bit and had no choice but to fill it in..

T R A V E L F O R R E S I D E N C E - C A N A D A .. my heart sank. I suddenly realized the seriousness of this whole thing. I'm really migrating to Canada and I can't do anything about it.

I want to shift my attention to other things... like our photography session later on today.. My dad staying two weeks at San Francisco and is leaving tonight.. etc.. etc..

I'm going to take a bath now. I stink.

Oh fcuk. It's raining!!!

10 Years Ago, I...
1. came back to this country
2. loved Power Rangers
3. was a NERD
4. was in grade 4

5 Years Ago, I...
1. training for softball
2. was running after Leila Barros and the gang
3. had short hair
4. had my first cellphone

3 Years Ago, I...
1. turned 17
2. sulked since we couldn't play softball
3. graduated from high school
4. didn't want to leave my friends

A Year Ago, I...
1. got appointed to president of my department
2. gained great friends
3. fell into a triangle, er, square problem
4. thought things couldn't get worse

This Year, I...
1. am in third year college
2. experienced being on the Dean's List... and losing it
3. promised myself to focus more
4. have darker eye bags

Yesterday, I...
1. hurried to school (on a saturday!)
2. painted with oil paint for my life painting subject
3. had ice monster!
4. slept on the sofa

Today, I...
1. woke up on the sofa
2. haven't started on my plates
3. worked on my blog
4. need to finish my plates

Tomorrow I will...
1. rush to school knowing how late i wake up
2. cram everything
3. come home late
4. sleep at Kat's house for ad design3

*got this from cai


And now.. I need to finish my plates!!

I've updated my blog, changed my old layout and I've given it a new look. :)

I think I should do the same with my livejournal, but that's another day.. why? becuase I've spent the whole day today working on this layout, I've put off all my plates, which is not good really, coz i need to catch up on school. *groan*

I need a break.


It's been more than a month since Ive posted here.. How pathetic. Want to know what else is pathetic? Putting off my plates to finish this layout. okay okay, so it's not that pathetic.. It's just plain SAD. haha! Who cares. I like my new layout. I'm not exactly done yet so i'd better go back to work.

Talk about timing!! Mom's taking me to the parlor! I'm putting my plates on hold for a few hours. :)


[edit]and 30 mins later she cancels.. oh joy.[/edit]


Lately my emotions have been a rollercoaster ride. I miss the days I'd drown myself in my music and just be free. It must be my hormones acting up. I need chocolate. I need love. I need attention. I need to have things done my way. I need to cry. I miss my childhood.. I really do. I wish I was still innocent, not having to worry about my hair on my way to school. I wish I was still that age where you can have all the snacks and not care about how many calories are in each bite. I wish I was back at that age where kai and I would record our voices and pretend we had our own radio station and laugh about it the next day. I wish I could be a child again. I'm not that old. I'm 20. But I'd hate to get any older anytime soon.

I'm a sucker for memories and every time I take a stroll down memory lane, I get all teary-eyed and wish that I could spend some more time in my own history.

School has been draining the life outta me. I'd come home late at night, and leave early the next day. I’ve spent almost all my money since I'm too embarrassed to ask mom for more. And now I've spent more than I should have ever. I'm in a battle with all my requirements that need to be handed in this week and the last week of school.

Gawd, just how great does it feel to say last week of school..

I want to argue.. But I can't. Why do I always put myself in this position?
I always seem to make things harder for myself and I don't know why.


i stole this from cai

What does your t-shirt say? by rejektedrockstar
Name
Age
Fav. Color
Gender	FemaleMaleI dunno...
Ta-Da
Quiz created with MemeGen!

how cute..

now if only i had a webcam..

wanna make money!? i'm starting this business. i know. times are hard now and everyone needs cash.. and load.. leave me a comment if you're interested. :)



my foot fell asleep.


Yesterday when I got home from school, my 7 year old brother tells me that he's been selling his toys. I didn't believe him right away but after he showed me his 'list' of buyers I had to believe him. It went something like this:

Small power rangers sword P20 sold kim
GI JOES set P40 sold JT
PS1 P21 sold denise
Yoyo P10 sold ...

Yep. He sold our PS1 for 21 pesos. Haha! But I told him how much he could really earn from it so he decided to raise his price... to P2,000.00 I know why he's been carefully planning about that. We're migrating and he wants to make sure either none of his toys are left behind, or he's sold them and made money off them. Smart kid, huh?

Dad left for SFO yesterday. The house is a little quiet right now. He's usually watching TV at this time and Ate and I have to sneak in if we come home at this late.. instead we were talking loudly and everything and I just had to miss my dad.

I watched Laws of Attraction with Dino and his sibs just a while ago. It's not a bad movie. It's cute actually. I was just too sleepy to enjoy the whole movie. A must-see-movie is Eternal Sunshine.. Yunno, the one with Jim Carrey. It’s cool, mind-boggling and the editing was great.

I just drank some medicine for my allergies. I rarely do this actually since it makes me really sleepy. Yes my eyes are drooping right now. My hands feel like they're dragging over the keyboard. I wonder If this is the feeling you get when you're high..

I'm just waiting for Dino to come home.. He brought me home.. It's taking forever for him to text he's home..

Falling in line under the heat of the sun wasn't exactly my idea of a perfect start to the day. Mom accompanied me -- okay, forced me -- to get my NBI clearance so the migration papers can start processing again. I brought Harry Potter and the goblet of fire to spare me from boredom while waiting in line. It wasn't as dragging as I expected. Mom kept murmuring how she wanted to organize the lines and fix the tables… *sigh* It's so like mom. *roll eyes*

I finally got my turn to complete the form they handed me and after filling in the usual details, I had to write the reason for the taking the form in the first place...

Mom dictated as I went along and when she said "travel for residence in Canada.." my hand stopped writing. I hesitated for a bit and had no choice but to fill it in..

T R A V E L F O R R E S I D E N C E - C A N A D A .. my heart sank. I suddenly realized the seriousness of this whole thing. I'm really migrating to Canada and I can't do anything about it.

I want to shift my attention to other things... like our photography session later on today.. My dad staying two weeks at San Francisco and is leaving tonight.. etc.. etc..

I'm going to take a bath now. I stink.

Oh fcuk. It's raining!!!

10 Years Ago, I...
1. came back to this country
2. loved Power Rangers
3. was a NERD
4. was in grade 4

5 Years Ago, I...
1. training for softball
2. was running after Leila Barros and the gang
3. had short hair
4. had my first cellphone

3 Years Ago, I...
1. turned 17
2. sulked since we couldn't play softball
3. graduated from high school
4. didn't want to leave my friends

A Year Ago, I...
1. got appointed to president of my department
2. gained great friends
3. fell into a triangle, er, square problem
4. thought things couldn't get worse

This Year, I...
1. am in third year college
2. experienced being on the Dean's List... and losing it
3. promised myself to focus more
4. have darker eye bags

Yesterday, I...
1. hurried to school (on a saturday!)
2. painted with oil paint for my life painting subject
3. had ice monster!
4. slept on the sofa

Today, I...
1. woke up on the sofa
2. haven't started on my plates
3. worked on my blog
4. need to finish my plates

Tomorrow I will...
1. rush to school knowing how late i wake up
2. cram everything
3. come home late
4. sleep at Kat's house for ad design3

*got this from cai


And now.. I need to finish my plates!!

I've updated my blog, changed my old layout and I've given it a new look. :)

I think I should do the same with my livejournal, but that's another day.. why? becuase I've spent the whole day today working on this layout, I've put off all my plates, which is not good really, coz i need to catch up on school. *groan*

I need a break.


It's been more than a month since Ive posted here.. How pathetic. Want to know what else is pathetic? Putting off my plates to finish this layout. okay okay, so it's not that pathetic.. It's just plain SAD. haha! Who cares. I like my new layout. I'm not exactly done yet so i'd better go back to work.