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8:44 PM | Saturday, February 12, 2005
crummier than cookie crumbs.

This valentine's day thing is getting to me.. and I have a partner. So why is it crummy you ask? My partner is one who doesn't believe in planning for anything, not even for the one you love. Why does it hurt when it's not supposed to? I love him to bits. And I know he loves me too. But lately things aren't adding up to a smile. I don't like to get mad because it's just not in my nature. I'm not the type of person who will shout at you unless you did something on purpose.

Is my personality some kind of a curse? Leo's are hunters for love. Sure, romance, passion, intimacy.. they are the wonders of a relationship, but once they're missing, I feel empty and it bothers me alot.

I remember seeing a couple squeezing into a tight space on the jeepney, then the guy got up and let his s.o. seat comfortably while he stood up. I know it's so old fashioned, but there was alot of sweetness in that act that not only I noticed, but the whole "jeepney-gang" as well. Is that act of sweetness so rare now these days that it's given a more special meaning?

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oh I wish I could just zap some sweetness back into his system, even just for a day.

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